work frustrations

the weekend was all about trying to get some energy back. and right now it's tuesday, but my energy levels are absolutely not filled up to anywhere near 100%... more like 60% if i'm being generous.

aside from 100% being unrealistic, i guess monday kind of threw a wrench into the situation. work became a source of frustration and spiked my adrenaline up way too high.

i forgot how draining arguing with a rock is. a rock that only seems to work with and confide in the ai. so even if i have all the right arguments, and each round i'm laying them out more passionately... it's useless.

people have their own personal little imaginative god that whispers fake solutions to their problem and absolves them from their bad ideas.

anyway, today i will choose a mixture of empathy, practicality and a small pinch of saltiness. let's see how it turns out.